Wednesday, 10 July 2013

imperfect

Kinda upset in school today. Please don't ask me the reason why. 


Who doesn't want to be perfect, to excel in their studies, at the same time knowing how to dance, play the piano, interact? Well me neither. But does it mean that anyone can just criticize? I know I'm not pretty, skinny, slim, whatever nice descriptive words we can find in the dictionary. I have non of them, but how does that stop me for the passion for dance? I know when one dance, people judge whether it's nice or not, it's society I understand. But why?



Firstly, you guys just think that verbal insults are really harmless, just a few words and 'its a democratic society and we have our freedom of speech'. What if I told you 'hey I find that your face is really fat and full of bumps and you're really ugly no offense.' You tell me how does that 'no offense' take away the meaning of your offensiveness? 




Secondly, you treat verbal insults as some joke or whatsoever. How is that funny if you were the one getting insulted at? 


Well I'm sorry if I did not meet any of your expectations? I'm sorry guys, if I was too arrogant or ignorant or what. Well I can't really change myself. If you're unhappy with anything, just tell me, instead of insulting-directly-without-any-evil-intentions, cause thanks, I'm sick of all these now.


Lastly, for the crew, I'm sorry if I messed up some moves, but I'm trying really hard to not screw that performance up, and I'm not really interact-able I guess hahaha. But that doesn't mean that I hate all of you whatsoever, I just don't really know how to communicate in a big group sigh. 

will update more soon.

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