What's there to keep a lookout for, when you finally face a new environment, a bunch of new faces whom you will deem to acknowledge as school/coursemates for up to 3 years?
This is the harsh reality of life. You meet new people, make new friends, drift with the old ones, make more friends at work, but always keeping in contact with the ones that stayed.
and I'm thankful for the bunch of those that did.
We always ask ourselves, am I making the correct friends? Am I making the right decisions? I believe i've made the right decision thus far, and i'm really happy in school now. sorta. But deep down I've always been wondering if who will be the ones that will really stick with you through thick and thin, making friends with you not for the sake of exams and papers, but genuinely, to make friends, to have a close bond with you.
People always believed the friends you make reflects on the personality you give as an impression to others, which means that if A is famous/pretty whatsoever, whichever person B that makes friends with A will deem as the 'popular' one as well. Why this sort of thinking though? Not just school, this is happening everywhere, and people deem 'fame' either on social networks or not, as a physical impression and aura that you will give others.
These are the 8 types of friends that I've came up with after surviving in poly for the past few months(i made through 1 sem)
1. The ones you see & say hi, but nothing more.
I deem those as a more harmless type - it depends, though. Some may seem real friendly with you in a face of a crowd, but when it's not, its a completely different story. These kind of people are real scary. I haven't found any solution to keep away from them.
2. The ones you are quite close with, but still stick with different group of friends.
These are much better, but there is a risk they might just somehow have a slip in their tongue and tell their friends which cute guy you saw earlier in the canteen. just an example though, lol
3. The ones that you are close with, and you hang out, but only in school.
This describes my life right now. I'm not sure, but I surely have fun with them in school, it's just that something stopping you, and you realise all of you just can't hang out when it's not schooling period, weird i know. Nevertheless still thankful for them that made my poly life less miserable because we still share the common interests. :)
4. The fakes
Meh. Nothing much to talk about this.
5.The ones that only find you when they need help in their work.
I think this is the highest level though, I mean I would really love to help people if I can manage to do that particular question, but if you are that kind that don't even bother to make an effort to at least acknowledge me as a school or class mate & you actually remembered my name when you need help!!!! wow!!!! hope nobody gets offended by this because it's not targeted to anyone but its true, I mean if the shoe really fits then I can't help but you can actually go ahead and wear it.
6. The ones you are close with, but you realise they turnt & bitching bout' you
This hasn't actually happened on me & I'm thankful for that. oh maybe it happened just that i didn't realize whoops. But it applies more on girls though. okay next.
7. The ones you are very close with, and actually do hang out!!!
These kind of friends are actually kind of a rare breed, but you actually appreciate them so much after you stepped into poly life, moreover they were the ones that listened to your shit when you were down in school about every particular thing. I've met them through my cca and I'm thankful for every single one of them, because till now even after we ended ndp, things are still going smoothly & im heading over for kbbq later on with them hahaha.
8. The ones that click with you well, & you actually hope you can hang out with them more
Yep. For the hangout part, it depends actually, maybe after the hoo-ha drama you will then decide they should actually be fitted into category 3. You can click with some particular people actually, but there's just some things stopping you from being closer:
-different groups of friends
-different common interests
-some guy/girl is admiring that particular person and it'll be awkward if you decide to hang out w/ them & the other party gets jealous(like whaaaaat)
-click well, but your friends might not support the idea
-click well, but their friends might not support the idea
This post isn't directed particularly to any human soul whatsoever, but from what i observed through that one semester of school I've actually known these type of people existed. Who knows, the list might probably shoot up to 20? 30? when I'm in year 3.
These are just my primary judgement, I might be wrong, but some are just what's happening to me right now and I actually hope things will turn out better in time. Afterall, both time management and studies are which I believe would be the 2 most important things that I should be focusing on instead.
School has been great, but I hope things will turn out better.
Wednesday, 2 September 2015
Friday, 27 February 2015
Tuesday, 17 February 2015
friends??
What are the qualities a true 'friend' must posses, and why? Why all the disappointment time and again?
Why is that so hard, to make someone stay? I hate to see that happen, but it always does, and what's worse is that i treated the people that left as my real friends, like to-die-for. Lets just put it in a point, when one truly give in his or her effort to make the friendship work, is that worth it? i doubt so. But those are just basic sacrifices one makes because it's always a give and take in every friendship. You can say it's all over-thinking and non of these exist, but there's always a couple of reasons behind every over-thinker.
Why is that so hard to read someone's mind? I've once read an article, and feel free to click on the link below if you're interested in what I'm talking about((not an advertisement whatsoever but it's solely what i agree on, like 100% of the post.))
If given a chance, i will choose the ability to look into someone's eyes and know what they are exactly thinking about me, what's the relationship between us and how he or she thinks about me.
If only i can look at you for another second.
Maybe, just maybe, thoughts like these will go away as time passes, but it just bugs me all day because I'm not certain about what kind of a person am I, will anyone dislike me for who I am, what I do, what about my attitude? is that acceptable? i don't know, i wished someone would just come straight in my face and tell me all the flaws that i have so i can change. i really can, for the people i love.
I'm really sorry, i really am, if i once ruined your day or being too indirect, i hate myself for being this way as well. I just cannot stand seeing so much people leave. And maybe writing this post is a mistake as well. I really need a certain answer so i can know why people left me like nothing ever happened, pursuing their own happiness, and only coming back when fairytales are over? I love listening to people, but sometimes my problems are actually more complicated than couple bickers, because the problem that i have is me. myself. me and my clouded negativity :(
Is that because "i treat people too nice" that they are scared away?
Well, maybe someday. someday i might find my own answer.
If you are interested the link to the article is here:
http://elitedaily.com/dating/5-ugly-untrue-thoughts-go-every-single-girls-mind/911354/
Why is that so hard, to make someone stay? I hate to see that happen, but it always does, and what's worse is that i treated the people that left as my real friends, like to-die-for. Lets just put it in a point, when one truly give in his or her effort to make the friendship work, is that worth it? i doubt so. But those are just basic sacrifices one makes because it's always a give and take in every friendship. You can say it's all over-thinking and non of these exist, but there's always a couple of reasons behind every over-thinker.
Why is that so hard to read someone's mind? I've once read an article, and feel free to click on the link below if you're interested in what I'm talking about((not an advertisement whatsoever but it's solely what i agree on, like 100% of the post.))
If given a chance, i will choose the ability to look into someone's eyes and know what they are exactly thinking about me, what's the relationship between us and how he or she thinks about me.
If only i can look at you for another second.
Maybe, just maybe, thoughts like these will go away as time passes, but it just bugs me all day because I'm not certain about what kind of a person am I, will anyone dislike me for who I am, what I do, what about my attitude? is that acceptable? i don't know, i wished someone would just come straight in my face and tell me all the flaws that i have so i can change. i really can, for the people i love.
I'm really sorry, i really am, if i once ruined your day or being too indirect, i hate myself for being this way as well. I just cannot stand seeing so much people leave. And maybe writing this post is a mistake as well. I really need a certain answer so i can know why people left me like nothing ever happened, pursuing their own happiness, and only coming back when fairytales are over? I love listening to people, but sometimes my problems are actually more complicated than couple bickers, because the problem that i have is me. myself. me and my clouded negativity :(
Is that because "i treat people too nice" that they are scared away?
Well, maybe someday. someday i might find my own answer.
If you are interested the link to the article is here:
http://elitedaily.com/dating/5-ugly-untrue-thoughts-go-every-single-girls-mind/911354/
Saturday, 13 December 2014
Seoul x Bkk trip
Soooooo hey guys !!! I've wanted to update this post ever since i was back in sg from Korea and Bangkok but I've never had the time to. It's been a whole 2 weeks and i guess its really the time for me to start doing up this post. Currently working part time at seletar mall & helping my aunt at bishan.
this trip form thailand to korea was terrible. i shall not say it here but yeah someone did a really disgusting thing on the plane. hint: i got puked at
actually another reason why i came back to korea(this is the third time) is because i had the best-test-test pizza of my life when i was on the second trip there, free and easy. The shop's Mr Pizza and its a super must-try at myeongdong, or any parts of korea if you like manage to find them. Theres 1 outlet with 2 storeys at Myeongdong, and it was a coincidence when me and my mom met the pizza buffet at 9 900 won(sgd $12+) with unlimited servings of pizza, unlimited servings of soft drinks and of course you are entitled to grab all you want at the appetizers section. Let me tell you, don't die of excitement when you are there because the variety is just wowwwwww!!! pictures below
sooo there's this craze about Honeycreme in singapore that sent many teenagers, kids and even adults queuing up for the mini ice cream(its really mini) that cost $6++?? why do that when you can get it for sgd $4 without queuing up HAHAHA. and it tasted like heaven no joke.
Okay so now to the loots from korea....... and no i am not crazy
Since its not about skincare, LETZ TALK ABOUT KOREAN FOOD. Spot the one that i bought most in boxes????? YES BROWNIE MARKET O BROWNIE. i can't describe the taste, or you readers will drool. But yes, it is a must must must must buy, it is available in sg though! not sure about other countries. it cost around 2400 won for a box with 4 pcs. Quite pricey but they are brownies what do you expect !!! the taste is really heavenly. Go and get it from Cold Storage or something.
We kinda just shopped at Thailand for 1 day, because by the time we reached thailand it was already 6pm, we had dinner and headed straight back to hotel): so that was one day wasted . day 2 we shopped at Pratunam morning market and that was where i bought the most things, day 3 we had to leave at 5am in the morning to catch the flight, we couldn't even make it for the hotel breakfast, wow. hahaha picture !
Didnt take picture of the food i got from thailand though. Will visit Bangkok soon, i will go for more days definitely. Hope you guys enjoyed reading this post!! Do stay tuned for my upcoming haul update alright, It's only a small skim and it's like 4.50am in the morning now. See you guys soooooon and thanks for taking time to get your eyes to the last sentence. :******
To skim through the whole post, im going to talk about my 7 days trip to both Korea(Seoul Myeongdong) and Bangkok but this post will be mainly focused on Korea because i stayed 4 days there and bought the most things during that period of time. It's not counted as dirt cheap but trust me, all the products are 100% cheaper than countries like singapore/malaysia/indonesia. period. Okay so for the currency exchange rate, it was 10 000 won for sgd $12. soooo you just use a calculator to find how much the products cost. You can just actually buy bec it's definitely cheaper hahahaha . wait this blog post is not for the skincare haul i will do this in my next post so don't worry guys and girls !! I will not flood your phone with info that you won't want to know, HAHAHAHA
Me and my mom took a transit flight from sg to thailand, from thailand to korea to stay at korea for the first 4 days. this is how the travel agency works and i find it soooo redundant but yeah anyways, we reached Korea at around 7am and baam . time for some food hunting and shopping hahaha. picture time !!
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| Sing > Thai |
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| Thai > Korea |
super pretty scenery when i first arrived xxxxx
Super pretty rightttttt )-: i want to go back just by looking at these photos
actually another reason why i came back to korea(this is the third time) is because i had the best-test-test pizza of my life when i was on the second trip there, free and easy. The shop's Mr Pizza and its a super must-try at myeongdong, or any parts of korea if you like manage to find them. Theres 1 outlet with 2 storeys at Myeongdong, and it was a coincidence when me and my mom met the pizza buffet at 9 900 won(sgd $12+) with unlimited servings of pizza, unlimited servings of soft drinks and of course you are entitled to grab all you want at the appetizers section. Let me tell you, don't die of excitement when you are there because the variety is just wowwwwww!!! pictures below
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| MANY MORE APPETIZERS BUT I WAS TOO PAISEH TO TAKE PIC HAHAHA |
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| ALL THE FOOD WE HAD FOR DAY 1 |
sooo there's this craze about Honeycreme in singapore that sent many teenagers, kids and even adults queuing up for the mini ice cream(its really mini) that cost $6++?? why do that when you can get it for sgd $4 without queuing up HAHAHA. and it tasted like heaven no joke.
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| food for day 2&3 ------ and nope i didnt like the first 3 pics. expensive and can't be chewed LOL, I guess its just me |
shopped at many places including The Face Shop, Etude house, Too Cool For School, Olive Young, Nike, Innisfree, Daiso etcetc and they are all located around Myeongdong. I didnt visit elsewhere because I've been there sooo we didnt see any point in that.
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| more about the loots, i will put them in my next post !! |
Since its not about skincare, LETZ TALK ABOUT KOREAN FOOD. Spot the one that i bought most in boxes????? YES BROWNIE MARKET O BROWNIE. i can't describe the taste, or you readers will drool. But yes, it is a must must must must buy, it is available in sg though! not sure about other countries. it cost around 2400 won for a box with 4 pcs. Quite pricey but they are brownies what do you expect !!! the taste is really heavenly. Go and get it from Cold Storage or something.
just look at the super cute packaging omggggg melts
I will die peacefully, because i ate the brownies.
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| off to thailanddddddddd |
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| MANGO STICKY RICE |
Tuesday, 11 November 2014
Start of freedom[yay!!!]
HELLU EVERYONE
As you can see from the title you can already guess that my sort of a hell-like o levels is finally over. (got it over and done with) yippe dum dum
I really really tried my best to update you guys but i just couldn't as i had like not enough hours in 1 day)-: i had to cram all my 4 years of knowledge from school into like 2 weeks or so. So, i strongly believe that i need to cut some slack after my major exams are over. Which it is!!! hahahahaha. So, I'll definitely be updating more so stay tuned :-)
If you guys are interested I'll post up few of my pictures taken these while !
Yes it was during the O'levels period. It's only 1 night right, it's not like we can learn the whole book in 1 night. HAHAHA why not use it wisely and go out for a small break. wheeeeeee
Okay. HHN was super fun but very very very humid. I swear i would have brought 100 fans there bec you are literally sweating wherever you go omg!!! Went with this group of friends at first and met my classmates after dinner(before going in) The haunted houses were totally crazy i almost died inside no kidding. I can't stand haunted houses or ghost movies really -________- i need to kill myself for that. Overall it was really great thou! Didn't take pictures with any 'ghosts' my classmates were not the picture type of people hahaha.
As you can see from the title you can already guess that my sort of a hell-like o levels is finally over. (got it over and done with) yippe dum dum
I really really tried my best to update you guys but i just couldn't as i had like not enough hours in 1 day)-: i had to cram all my 4 years of knowledge from school into like 2 weeks or so. So, i strongly believe that i need to cut some slack after my major exams are over. Which it is!!! hahahahaha. So, I'll definitely be updating more so stay tuned :-)
If you guys are interested I'll post up few of my pictures taken these while !
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| HNN @ USS 14!! |
Yes it was during the O'levels period. It's only 1 night right, it's not like we can learn the whole book in 1 night. HAHAHA why not use it wisely and go out for a small break. wheeeeeee
more pics ------
celfie
i was talking to my friend LOL crap.
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| With the bugger waiting for Transformer ride lalalala |
Okay. HHN was super fun but very very very humid. I swear i would have brought 100 fans there bec you are literally sweating wherever you go omg!!! Went with this group of friends at first and met my classmates after dinner(before going in) The haunted houses were totally crazy i almost died inside no kidding. I can't stand haunted houses or ghost movies really -________- i need to kill myself for that. Overall it was really great thou! Didn't take pictures with any 'ghosts' my classmates were not the picture type of people hahaha.
If you hadn't visit HHN4(its over already) you must must must visit HHN5 !! Student deals at $50, I'm not sure if i will still get the $50 one next year since im graduating hahaha in any case, its a must go. If I hadn't forget, haunted houses there consisted of Mati Camp, Suicide tower something, LAB and Jack's haunted circus(i think!!! pardon me). Okay in my opinion the circus one was the scariest. I walked alone with my ears covered for the whole journey and got split up from my friends at one period of time because they just walked too fast. i almost died there bec all the ghosts came to me zzzz thank goodness my friends saved me HAHAHA okay in any case!!! its a 'natural phenomena' for me to cover my ears i don't even know why. Stupid right??? Okay shall stop blabbering and off to other pictures hehehe
these were taken after exams ended !! i really can smell freedom everywhere i go. Straight after my last paper(mcq) i was like literally smiling to myself when the invigilators were collecting the papers. who wouldn't be excited??
ending off w/ a twist hehehehe i love you guys. stay tuned for more?? btw im super excited for 25th Nov (guess whereeeeeeeeee)
shall i talk a little about my papers?? okay just a little more
I need to rant. I swear im so pissed off with myself omgggg. Okay. so for me, my strongest subjects(not good but strongest) will be emath and languages(languages were average) So, after my emath paper 1 i calculated and scored around 77-78/80. super happy, but i was so so so scared for paper 2 that i couldn't sleep for the past night end ended up oversleeping for my paper 2. I WAS EFFING LATE FOR EMATH PAPER 2 OMG. i got like 20 missed calls and tons of texts from my friends but i really didnt hear anything(i swear) because my phone was on silent mode and i turned off my vibration a few days back. So when i was at the exam hall, i was late for kinda 8 minutes, panicky and literally forgot what calmness was. i rushed through the entire paper, completed it but there were tons of careless mistakes. sucks )-: Still upset over it now but i can't do anything about it so i can only blame myself hahaha.
i shall end here okayyyy . bbq with mates later on. can't wait !! hehehe
till the next time xx
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| YENNN (She's in US now so i won't get to see her for a month -party- hahaha jk.) |
THROWBACK WHEN WE WERE STILL STUDYING
Tried salmon at a famous restaurant--- okay just kidding i made them ): sad life hahahahaha but i may have some teeny hidden talent inside me(just kidding)
idk
ending off w/ a twist hehehehe i love you guys. stay tuned for more?? btw im super excited for 25th Nov (guess whereeeeeeeeee)
shall i talk a little about my papers?? okay just a little more
I need to rant. I swear im so pissed off with myself omgggg. Okay. so for me, my strongest subjects(not good but strongest) will be emath and languages(languages were average) So, after my emath paper 1 i calculated and scored around 77-78/80. super happy, but i was so so so scared for paper 2 that i couldn't sleep for the past night end ended up oversleeping for my paper 2. I WAS EFFING LATE FOR EMATH PAPER 2 OMG. i got like 20 missed calls and tons of texts from my friends but i really didnt hear anything(i swear) because my phone was on silent mode and i turned off my vibration a few days back. So when i was at the exam hall, i was late for kinda 8 minutes, panicky and literally forgot what calmness was. i rushed through the entire paper, completed it but there were tons of careless mistakes. sucks )-: Still upset over it now but i can't do anything about it so i can only blame myself hahaha.
i shall end here okayyyy . bbq with mates later on. can't wait !! hehehe
till the next time xx
Thursday, 21 August 2014
O-levels chinese
sigh. idk how am I supposed to feel, but I know I deserve everything I'm getting now. as stated on the title, got back my olevels Chinese results today. although quite expected because my paper 2 was badly done, I got a B3. Most of my Chinese classmates are getting A1s and A2s and here I am haha.
zzzz
thanks to those that tried to cheer me up, I really really appreciate them, and congrats to those that scored distinction, I'm rly happy for you guys!!
thanks guys
especially mdm chen.
she did not give up on me, asked me to continue work hard and I'll get the results I want. I really am thankful for having her as my chinese teacher, and sorry for disappointing you ))))-:
this is so sad, to see your best friends that didn't try to study so hard and ending up getting distinctions. it's unfair right TT_______TT but I know I deserved it because I was literally sleeping throughout compre 2. I sorta deserved it LOL.
okay that's about all I wanna say. only can work harder for the end of year chinese. sigh. till next time
Tuesday, 1 July 2014
feeling hopeful
okay, back to update. a really short one i guess :-)
School just started after like a two week holiday(we had extra lessons for the first two weeks of holidays, which kills the purpose of a 'holiday' isn't it) and I've already fallen sick. Can someone tell me what is this ))))): I'm gonna be abit ironic right now. Did some productive stuff but thinking back, i think i wasted like 70% of the two weeks break. sad 3.142 . The thing I'm happy about, I started gymming ! hehe sounds kinda surprising given my looks and size i guess. i don't look like someone that will go gym right hahahaha . sighh but yes yes. next target set . #loseweight HAHAHA im gonna be quite open in this blog already, since it's mine and unlike twitter, i don't think much people will judge(but if the shoe fits and you are the one judging right now, go ahead and wear this pretty little shoe.) haha jokes aside. Felt kinda motivated after the daily food logging, i guess that helped quite much. I hope the results will show, yes i can do it.
Tip #1: drink lotssssssss of water. yes, more than 8 cups.
Some of my friends say I've gone crazy, counting calories every single day and rejecting junk food(ok fine i still have them but not as often). It felt great and yes i feel alot healthier ! Temptations will always be around, and if you are someone that always mug at some fast food restaurant(Like me), it's pretty normal to get a cup of hot chocolate or two, but always ask for low-fat milk. okay i should seriously stop with this. And yes so far I've been losing weight. No difference appearance wise i guess sadly. pfffft
Tip #2: Drink tea. it helps alot. (i don't mean those pokka bottled teas.... LOL)
wait .
If you guys were wondering if i will spill out my weight in this blog then hahahahahahahhahahahaha no.
not today . not when i havent fully succeed :p
this post's gonna be kinda boring since I've been studying and obviously i won't take pictures because it'll be about the same thing over and over again. so, i really hope this study x diet plan will work for me and hopefully it turns out the way i want it to be !! stay hopeful (:
I'm really not a stay-butt-on-chair-and-mug person, so it has been a really tough time for me, so i used some days to go out and watch a movie, walk around and shop with my friends ! but please, don't get too distracted and go out everyday to 'distress'. Don't find excuses for yourself !
Gonna update really soon, i know ive been saying this for the previous posts but yesssss i will update really soon like next week hehe. love you guys .
School just started after like a two week holiday(we had extra lessons for the first two weeks of holidays, which kills the purpose of a 'holiday' isn't it) and I've already fallen sick. Can someone tell me what is this ))))): I'm gonna be abit ironic right now. Did some productive stuff but thinking back, i think i wasted like 70% of the two weeks break. sad 3.142 . The thing I'm happy about, I started gymming ! hehe sounds kinda surprising given my looks and size i guess. i don't look like someone that will go gym right hahahaha . sighh but yes yes. next target set . #loseweight HAHAHA im gonna be quite open in this blog already, since it's mine and unlike twitter, i don't think much people will judge(but if the shoe fits and you are the one judging right now, go ahead and wear this pretty little shoe.) haha jokes aside. Felt kinda motivated after the daily food logging, i guess that helped quite much. I hope the results will show, yes i can do it.
Tip #1: drink lotssssssss of water. yes, more than 8 cups.
Some of my friends say I've gone crazy, counting calories every single day and rejecting junk food(ok fine i still have them but not as often). It felt great and yes i feel alot healthier ! Temptations will always be around, and if you are someone that always mug at some fast food restaurant(Like me), it's pretty normal to get a cup of hot chocolate or two, but always ask for low-fat milk. okay i should seriously stop with this. And yes so far I've been losing weight. No difference appearance wise i guess sadly. pfffft
Tip #2: Drink tea. it helps alot. (i don't mean those pokka bottled teas.... LOL)
wait .
If you guys were wondering if i will spill out my weight in this blog then hahahahahahahhahahahaha no.
not today . not when i havent fully succeed :p
this post's gonna be kinda boring since I've been studying and obviously i won't take pictures because it'll be about the same thing over and over again. so, i really hope this study x diet plan will work for me and hopefully it turns out the way i want it to be !! stay hopeful (:
I'm really not a stay-butt-on-chair-and-mug person, so it has been a really tough time for me, so i used some days to go out and watch a movie, walk around and shop with my friends ! but please, don't get too distracted and go out everyday to 'distress'. Don't find excuses for yourself !
Gonna update really soon, i know ive been saying this for the previous posts but yesssss i will update really soon like next week hehe. love you guys .
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