Judged.

Well maybe just everything one does or say will get judged right? Or maybe is the fact that you ain't perfect with flaws and everything. 

This week's school wasn't as I expected. Lots of things happened these few days, and I really have no idea where to start from. Just kinda stuck in some dilemma which I still have no idea how to get away from it. Sometimes I just feel like getting away from all the shit I'm actually in, but thinking of all the friends that I have with me, I really can't bear to.

Well to my friends, if I suddenly get somehow moody or what, I'm really sorry but I have no idea how to explain all my feelings now. I just wanna write them all down in a piece of paper, crush it and throw it in the sea.

I have no idea what am I thinking sometimes, I just say out things that I don't intent and never intended to say. I may look really fine in school, all laughing and fooling around but inside, everything is just crumpled and torn.

Having test these few days, and today was the last one. Got back English, poa, amath, and Chinese, quite happy with the results but I could have done 100000x better if I studied earlier of course. Just hoping I wouldn't retain this year! Have been out with friends to study these few days, quite productive I guess(-: will update more soon,

xo.